The War And The Warrior

Warrior a person who shows or has shown great vigor, courage, or aggressiveness

2009.... Anything could have happened during surgery. Total darkness was frightening.... Chemo is extremely unpleasant. It is so depressing and it can make you weak. First shot was tolerable, but  it can ruin the veins. I could feel the "poison" running into my veins going straight to my neck then to my head. According to my oncologist it is a "hit and miss thing".


It's been two years... I can't illustrate perfectly what i felt. Questions are it is gone or it just buried. Or is it called dancing with my fears? 

I need to be strong, i need to embrace my fears, I need to fight for something that  I couldn't see, though, I could feel...


I don't know the end of the story, but I need to believe that I am a warrior... A warrior who has the courage from God.


Bible Verse: 
But He said, “The things which are impossible with men are possible with God.” (Luke 18:27)