Yeah its in my mind... i need to see my surgeon, also the radiologist. I need to visit Medical City again (supposedly last August). I don't know what's wrong with me until now haven't decided. i'm preoccupied with a lot of things. Maybe so lazy to see them...hear the same thing or more on SCARED to hear new findings.
...2009, 2010, 2011, 2012 can't deny that I'm counting those years...and asking myself am I living my second life to the fullest? Is there such a thing or idea? Living your life to the fullest? Hmmm ... I suppose it is an illusion. Sloppy words maybe...
